Alice in wonderland

I've been sitting with my laptop since 7h30 am, and it's 10h30pm... feeling really sick of what I'm doing, SO FED UP!

It's not a life, you work and re-work and work and re-work, for nothing.
Nobody appreciates, nobody really cares.
Everyone KNOWS the ideal situation but how do we GET there?
I also want to have performance 100% on plan, I also want to go with whatever number you're happy with,
then what's the value of me doing this job?
Why don't you just do everything yourselves?

Fred cooked tonight, he even went out buying Cider as we ran out of stock.
Was just letting out my temper by crying like a kid "I want cider!"
And he really went get me some

What a mean wife I am.

Fred complains nothing, he simply sat beside and rubbed my hard muscles....

I doubt this job has to be done by me, I doubt I am not wasting my precious life,
I doubt I've found my dream job, I doubt this worth what I've done or given up.

I doubt I still have my fighter's spirit... to fight... for what?