Alice in wonderland

I know as a friend, I should be supportive to you, but I don't think I can be that generous at this moment as I have to save the energy for myself first, before I fall apart.

You said many times that you might not know what you've lost or you will regret what you said. As a friend, I could tell you, you are an honest type and you can't disobey your true will. If you really felt uncomfortable being together with me, then there must be something wrong. I have no right to question but accept. You have made this decision many times since a year ago; it's me who never respected your choice. I am really sorry for forcing you and I thank you for the happy time we had together.

I promised you I would go if you want me to once more, now came your decision so I should know what to do.

If you really want me to be a friend, no matter a plain or a close one, I can't make it now. Maybe it's not easy for you to imagine how long I've been in this situation or what situation I am in. I think I need to collect myself first; I need to return to the former Alice, independent and confident, and won't be fluctuated by you. And then, maybe I can be the image you wish me to. If I still mean something to you then.

Remember I told you not long time ago that I would never hurt you, so even if you don't hear from me, I wish you know I would be caring about you somewhere out there.

I came to Europe to find an answer, to give myself a chance... I named it 'a trip to Modor' so I had prepared for the worst already... :)


魔戒主題曲（一）
魔戒主題曲（二）